I Could'Ve Been...

I could've lived a better life
A sin free life
Without worries
With no fears
With less troubles
Not having to lie
With less secrets

I could've been a more better me
More fair to everyone around
Honest enough to be trusted

But have failed to be clear as the crystal

U know I do more than care for you as a friend
But,

I don't want what happened between you and me to repeat 🔂 between God'slove and me
It's a mistake I made and am not willing to do it again
We're friends but she's more than a friend
I have just a little while to be around before am no more
And in this little time I want her to know I could be honest, I could be good...
I want her to know she have been wrong about me

I love you but is not enough to see her hurt again
I don't want her to regret been my love
She's worth more than our friendship

[¿ebitari?] 
I ate the last supper with U!
Not for our friendship
But for my very self for I have just but a little while to be around before am no more
You were worried when I said last supper
But I made you laugh so you won't have to ask me more about it...
[¿transfigured?] 
In the taxi I said to u concerning "they that are physi

cally disabled and they that are troubled in heart having mighty tribulations", they're all facing same difficulty stress yet he who is troubled in heart is more exposed to difficulties than he who is physically disabled ♿, due to it's mental state of unrest.

Am speaking not to your understanding concerning myself and how very short time I have got to live...

You're a good person but we can't be together in this life no more
Please find me early if there ever comes another life...

In the main time, use this opportunity to recall all the moments have hurt you, all the times I've failed U, all the times I've lied and not be faithful to you so you will have a reason to hate me
Find a reason to hate me so that when am no more you will not suffer the feeling of my loss so much.

Please don't regret living
Don't hate men
Don't stop to be kind
Don't hate yourself
Don't feel you're not good enough
Don't just worry too much
Always be happy 😊
Keep my name in your heart ♥
Let my story be a little long in your time
.
Am Out Of Time ⌚